Post by Onyx Cullen on Jun 2, 2009 23:06:20 GMT -5
Err..I am not leaving, just explaining my absence, I feel I should Explain my long absence, even if it does mean letting you into my life. I dont mind, you are all friends.
My boyfriend broke up with me because he thought I was faking our releshonship, I knew it was shaky, but this made a black hole suck up all of my feelings and jam them into a little container. Making me feel as if I was to explode. Thus far, anybody who has felt Heartache, or Break, know's that this is what I speak of. We stopped talking for days on end. And one day, he broke up.
I wanted to scream, and cry, and jump up and down asking why. But what could I do? I have to much pride, and it was utterly hard to do this. But I simply said: "Oh, glad somebody said it, I didn't want to hurt your feelings."
oh, yes, sure, whatever, ya, I am fine. No, I am not, and I need SERIOUS help. The fact is, I haven't ever had a broken heart, before the other day that is. I always broke other's heart, or I really didn't give a nuts about the others. I took him for granted, but now, I feel so stupid. And if he reads this, I hope he understands my feelings towards him have not waned over the few months. (oh ya, believe me, I was counting the days I was his lucky girl)
Wow, it sounds dumb, but hell, its true, and now, I want to kick his "all knowing" ass
My boyfriend broke up with me because he thought I was faking our releshonship, I knew it was shaky, but this made a black hole suck up all of my feelings and jam them into a little container. Making me feel as if I was to explode. Thus far, anybody who has felt Heartache, or Break, know's that this is what I speak of. We stopped talking for days on end. And one day, he broke up.
I wanted to scream, and cry, and jump up and down asking why. But what could I do? I have to much pride, and it was utterly hard to do this. But I simply said: "Oh, glad somebody said it, I didn't want to hurt your feelings."
oh, yes, sure, whatever, ya, I am fine. No, I am not, and I need SERIOUS help. The fact is, I haven't ever had a broken heart, before the other day that is. I always broke other's heart, or I really didn't give a nuts about the others. I took him for granted, but now, I feel so stupid. And if he reads this, I hope he understands my feelings towards him have not waned over the few months. (oh ya, believe me, I was counting the days I was his lucky girl)
Wow, it sounds dumb, but hell, its true, and now, I want to kick his "all knowing" ass